It's time

for a change... I really want things the way they are supposed to be, especially as a young adult with needs. Ugh I just don't know how to do it or how to explain or how to say it... I'm stumped but it's always on my mind. I'm trying to find a way to change things without bringing up arguments... D:

I need adviceee =[

I want...

I want my summer break already! I'm sick of school.. and I need it! ughhh

I just finished my rough draft research paper... and it's crap I can already feel it... good thing our professor lets us have two rough drafts hahaha

I swear I'll improve my essay once it's been critiqued!

Anyways time to knock out... good night!

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Why does...

...everyone get engaged at Disneyland? haha So far I knew like 3-4 couples whose future husbands proposed to them over there. It's just random! hahaha but it's ok it's cutee especially at Disneyland XD But people need to be more creative :P

I want to say congrats to Cynthia and her bf! Those two are so cute together.

Anyways I should be working on my buttloads of HW right now...

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I Hope All is Well

Have you ever had someone you know, whether they were close or not, die? It has happened to me a couple of times. I always like to browse around myspace through my friends' profiles just seeing what's been going on lately, and have you ever just wandered off their profile and started looking at people that you use to know? Yeah well that happened to me a couple of times already...

RIP Robert DeJohn(i can't remember how to spell his last name) even though I only knew him for a year during my freshman, he was a good person. He can be crazy at times but he sure did leave his mark on this world and I know everyone who is close to him will miss him.

It's amazing how many things can change after high school. I know this is all cliche with everyone talking about this kind of stuff, but it's true. Many of my friends have grown up to become who they are today. A couple of them already found their true love and got married. A couple of them started a family of their own and becoming mothers and fathers. A couple of them didn't really feel like going to college after high school, so they decided to join the military. A couple of them are trying to succeed in college, aiming for their upcoming careers. A couple of them moved away to another state, like to Hawaii and living life(I miss Karen!). A couple of them act their own age, partying it up in clubs, or just living the single life. A couple of them (no offense but I'm happy for them) have grown up to become more confident in themselves that they are in relationships. A couple of them are devoting themselves to God for the rest of their life because He is good. A couple of them have been away from God for a while, but deep inside I know He still loves them. A couple of them have started their lives all over because of a struggle in the past. A couple of them didn't even make it to grow old and become happy(RIP). A couple of them still live with their parents, but are still doing their best to get out(like me haha). A couple of them already have jobs and enough money to live on their own....

There are so many things my friends have been through after high school that it amazes me. I feel like I'm left behind... haha but hey, I can say that I moved out and no longer living in the desert? But then again, I'm also one of those people who wanted to try something new, something fresh, and I'm glad I did as well. I always always ALWAYS love keeping in touch with these people and hopefully they do the same as well! I miss you guys... but life is life... So I just hope all is well! :D

Like what Mary was saying from Hannah Montana (even though I don't watch that stuff LOL) Life is a climb...